It seems like a good idea to post this while it's fresh on my mind. For two days, Kelly had a fever. It would drop and then come back with a vengence. Well, it left her and went for Jason. Today, he's still acting like a 2 year old. Of course, that makes it harder for the darn thing to drop and stay down. It's a game kids are great at but drives every parent crazy. On top of that my ex is planning on playing Daddy, something he sucks at. He called yesterday and wants to see the kids and take them swimming. I don't have floaties or anything for them to swim in. All that was left or sold when we left MO. His girlfriend wants to meet me. I want to meet her, too. Oh well, he's not even sure if he's going to come this weekend. Sheez.

 I'm also trying to get my training schedule prepped and going. It's harder than it seems. I'm down a vehicle because the car keeps overheating. I just want to get things going. I want to wrestle. It's my dream, my goal, and has been for going on 7 years. I have put it on the backburner for various reasons. Every time I learn a new move, I want to learn more. I have the drama background to boot. I'm tired of putting myself last. I have made my choice. I have people who stand beside me for making it. It's not an easy road, but I've never chosen an easy path. I'm used to scrutiny and criticism. I actually seem to thrive on it.

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