bummed and worried

[dawn14]

well i just heard back from my office and they said they would not let me come back to work on a part-time basis so i either go back to work for them full time or i need to quit and find a SAH job or part time work elsewhere.  I am scheduled to go back on 8/4 and i am just not ready to leave her for that long and my hubby is currently unemployed so my income and insurance is all we have i am very worried about making the wrong choice here but no matter how tight things get i think my daughter would better benefit right now if i am home with her instead of leaving her to a strangers care while hubby looks for work and i am at work.  my hubby says the choice is mine and i am afraid if i go back to work i would end up resenting him.  well just needed to jpurnal this out thanks for listeeining of you took the time to stop by and read it.