Ever wonder.....??

[Nic_Stayin_Stng]

Ok, so this sounds so stupid but I'm sitting here watching this British TV show called Doctor Who.  It kind of has a significance for me.  I've always enjoyed British comedy and television.  Ever since I was younger.  I'd always watch BBC America on PBS every chance I could.  I started watching Doctor Who about two years ago.  At the same time, I got online one day and found myself my British Angel.  It was a one in a million chance.  A specific chat, a specific time and BANG, the two came together.  I know how pathetic it sounds, soulmates and all of that, but I truly believe that we are.  He's older than me and he lives half a planet away from me.  Anyone that has seen Doctor Who would be able to see some similarities.  A wise and brilliant Time Lord and a young, naive girl.  A witty and wonderful Englishman and a young, lost mom that has had her world completely turned upside down.  We fell in love and now, even now he's still half a world away!!!  It tears my heart out every time we say goodbye.  We've been together almost two years and we've spent less than three months together in person.  Yeah, ok, it's not traveling through space and time, saving the world and being heroic, but he's my hero.  My real, life hero.  He saved me when I was lost and he showed me the light of the world, of love, of pain and of loss.  So, yeah, I'm stupid.  I'm in love.  I'm in pain.  Is pain and love the same thing?  I wonder.....

[GLORIA4640]

Jun. 29, 2008 at 4:00 AM

NO PAIN AN LOVE ARE TWO DIFFERNT THINGS BUT THEY CAN ACCOMPANY EACH OTHER

THE PAIN AN AGONY OF MISSING AN NEEDING A LOVED ONE

LOVE JUST MAKES THOSE FEELINGS POSSIBLE CUZ IF YOU DIDNT LOVE HIM IT WOULDNT BE A PROBLEM WHICH MEANS NO PAIN

REMEMBER PAIN IS A REMINDER THAT WE ARE STILL ALIVE

LOVE DOES HURT SOMETIMES

[mama_of5]

Sep. 9, 2008 at 8:50 PM

I don't think it's pathetic! I know you wrote this way back in June - but I'm just now seein' it!! I met my husband the same way!!! Of course, he wasn't 1/2 way around the world from me! He was only a town away, but the day we met, I KNEW he was the one I was going to marry. 6 months later, we were married & we now have 4 beautiful little boys together!! We married 6 1/2 years ago!! Good luck with him & I hope things go as well for you as they did for me!!!