He seems to think....

[kira110782]

...his place is at "home".  He claims he needs to be at home.  I think that is a bad idea.  I am not looking back this time.  I don't think he realizes that I am serious.  I need to walk away from this relationship.  I don't think....wait, no...I know it cannot be saved.  We have to remain friends because we have kids.  And even then, that is not true. We have to remain civil.  That is all.   And that is just for the sake of the kids.  I have told him home for him is not with me anymore.  He claims he loves me and the kids...He has messed up ways of showing it.  Now don't get me wrong, I know I have made my mistakes too.  I will freely admit that. That doesn't excuse the things that he did though. 

In thinking about it, I really am more pissed off at the fact that he put our child's safety at risk!!!  Hell, I cannot judge him for the cheating, or the attempts at cheating.  What I can do is judge his ability as a parent.  It seems to me that getting laid, or trying to get laid and alcohol were more important when he left our daughter on my son's bed.  He says he doesn't have an alcohol problem, but he cannot remember Thursday night's happenings.  He claims to not remember taking Katelyn up to Alan's room. 

Anywho...Enough on that....Thank you, Mamas!!  For all the support, friendship, and everything!!!  I would be lost without you all!!!

[Sarebare]

Jul. 6, 2008 at 1:18 PM On second thought... the plotting and planning has suddenly become very violent.... and quite possilby illegal... if I am caught. LOL. Ah yes, tomorrow....