MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER OLIVIA AGE 5 WAS IN NEW YORK WITH MY RELATIVES WHEN I SENT JULIETTE TO SPRING CREEK AND WILL BE RETURNING HOME TUESDAY. I KNOW EVEN AT HER YOUNG AGE SHE WILL BE RELIEVED JULIETTE IS GONE BACK TO GET HELP. THE TENSION IN THE HOUSE WAS SO HIGH. OLIVIA WOULD OFTEN TELL JULIETTE AFTER SHE WAS GONE FOR A FEW DAYS THAT 'SISSY YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND' DONT TALK TO MOMMY LIKE THAT OR IM SENDING YOU BACK TO SCHOOL'. HEART BREAKING WHEN A 5 YEAR OLD CAN SEE IT. IVE GOT TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER BEFORE SHE GETS HOME. MY OLDEST DAUGHTER IS ONLY HOME FOR 5 WEEKS TIL SHE RETURNS TO THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA AND TO MY SURPRISE SHE IS GOING TO STAY WITH ME TIL SHE LEAVES AND I REALY WANT OT CONCENTRATE ON HER ACCOMPLISHMENTS BEFORE SHE GOES. I HAVE A LOT TO LOOK FORWARD TO AND DONT WANT TO HAVE THE SADNESS OF JULIETTES SITUATION IN THE BACK OF MY MIND HINDERING ME FROM GIVING MY FULL ATTENTION TO MY 2 DAUGHTERS THAT ARE HOME AND DESERVE ALL THE LOVE AND ATTENTION THEY DESERVE. JULIETTE HAD DISRUPTED OUR LIVES ENOUGH BEFORE SHE LEFT. I WANT EVERYONE TO SUPPORT HER BY WRITING HER WHILE SHES GONE BUT HAVE TO CARRY ON WHILE SHES GONE IN A POSITIVE WAY NOT FEELING SORRY FOR HER OR MYSELF.
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