Today was GREAT!
I got to spread some CafeMom love... and it made ME feel probably better than it did those I gave it too :) I am so happy to have found a little niche here. ESPECIALLY IK! I love you girls. I may not be rich with money...
but I am rich in my life.
While James is (hopefully) temporarily disabled the church is helping with our rent and some food. The rest of us have our health. My meds are working to keep me even keeled and less depressed. I am so happy right now. For once I"M NOT SCARED TO ACCEPT IT! It will only go away IF I LET IT. Noah's ADHD meds are working well. I have a family who thinks I am their queen. I should accept that as an honor rather than a chore. I spent a wonderful day with my kids outside in the park... Thank you God for my blessings :)
Oh, and how could I forget... I'm free of any type of drug :) That's something that's new. My outlook is that I now see that not only was I numbing the bad, I lost the good along the way. I'm letting it in :)