Feeling blue....

  • July 11, 2008 at 3:04 PM by kate80
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Have you ever just been overwhelmed with emotions? True my hormones are raging, but I am feeling quite ungrounded lately. I seem to attract a very crappy type of friends. You know the stab you in the back, while they are talking about you kind? I have a couple of good ones, and a large handful of shi**y ones. My dh wonders why I insist on having crappy friends. I think alot of it is because maybe then I wouldn't have any at all. Well, 2. I felt better for awhile, I went outside and weeded. Hands and mind busy, but now the kiddos are both down for a nap and I am back to self pity. Ugh!! I wanted to go to sleep, but my mind is in a kind of whirl. Why do people suck so bad? I just don't get why I get treated the way I do. I am a pretty good person. Don't get me wrong, I have a HUGE list of faults, but I am always there when people need me. So why do I get treated like garbage. Just cause I take it. Sigh....sorry for unloading on you CM. Just needed to clear my head. Blessings, Kate

Tags: blue, emotional, people who suck

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Tiffa...

AW... I feel the same way at times. My friends just now started to realize that I'll be leaving soon so if they want to hang out with me before I go now would be the time. They all seemed to have used me for different reasons. All very sh**y reason as well. My family drives me up the wall. They always find way to make me feel bad about myself, and I don't know if they know they're doing this or if it's just me thinking they are. Well, either way. It feels like I'm the black sheep sometimes. I write in my journals to try and help that, but I've written for so long. It doesn't help much anymore. And here's the big one. Mu husband is all the way in Nebraska right now. He's been away for 4 months and some how. He's the only person that's there for me. Someone for me to vent too. Yea, no one else really listens. Except for my friend in GA, Holly. Again... another person that's not here.

 So, I hope you feel better no knowing that you're not the only one. I wish I could tell you a way to change your lonely feeling, but how can I when even I don't know what to do. I feel for you. Maybe we could talk to one another some time. 

Tiffany Wager

Tiffany_Wager Jul. 11, 2008 at 3:35 PM

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