Some days I wonder where I went wrong!

[LizWillJelly]

Being a mom is not the easiest job in the world.
I can remember when I had my oldest so many people gave me advice and I only learned from their mistakes as well as my own. Now I have three children and it is not really easier just more time consuming. The things my oldest daugher and son have taught me is like gold. my children are more precious to me today then they have ever been. I still wonder what it would be like if I never married and never had kids and when I wonder that then I remember how much much husband and children have fulfilled my existence here on earth. I would never trade them for riches or anything really. The day to day trials bring me to a place of wisdom once I get though the trials because I am alive and much wiser then I was before these things happened. Thank God for these children whom I love but there are those days where all is going wrong and I wonder what I did wrong, where can I do better or even what happened to the babies I once had. I sure wish God gave us step by step handbooks with each child we have. Like an instruction manual if you will to see how this child should be taught, loved, treated, and loved. But alas there is just not enough room in the womb for a 10,000 page manual and the baby...