The Ups and Downs known as Life

[missalynn]

So I haven't been on here in forever, but I finally got some new updated pics on here. This summer has really been a long one for me so far. Darrion's friends are gone for the summer, so he's been really bored and clingy. He played softball for about 4 weeks, then it was over, so now I'm looking into something else, a little more long term. Too bad this little town doesnt have karate or kickboxing. Something to expand his mind, and help him focus. Darrion has really made things so much more stressed than they should be around the house. Logan is so much more laid back, and just goes with the flow. He is so smart for his age, it's incredible. I tell him to come to me, and he crawls right over to me. I tell him to stop messing with things, and he listens. Sometimes I have to tell him twice, but he still listens. And now that he has 8 teeth, it is so much more easier to feed him. And that boy LOVES his food! :)

 Hubby and I celebrated 6 years of marriage July 4th. We have really had our buttons pushed and tested over the years, but we're still holding strong. It was really hard, to celebrate our big day this year, however, because we had a surprise guest come into town for the week. He is a very special person in my heart, and I have known him for about 7 years. I'm really glad I got to see him though, but it was so hard, and brought back a lot of emotions I had put away, and possibly didn't even know I still had, until he surprised me with his visit! We all had a good time, though, I just couldn't shake how sad I was to see him go. People come into our lives for a reason, and although we love each other very much, it's a different kind of love that I have for my husband. He will always hold a special place in my heart, and I know one day he will find love, and have a family all of his own. 

My house is falling apart, my car is a piece of crap, but we own them both, so they're OUR pieces of crap! And I have my hubby, and beautiful kiddos, and that's all that matters. And the people that matter most are right here in our lives, so that's all we need. Times may be hard, but having people in your life that truely understand is the most important thing. My family is happy and healthy...what more could I ask for??? 

[minina08]

Jul. 16, 2008 at 1:38 AM wow i relate so much with you this past weeken i had an identical experience, a very special someone came and bought so many emotions and memories back, but i had to shake him off because i love my hubby and i wouln't change him for the word. My son is only 4 months old and he's going to be a handful, spoiled but sooooo cute lol