How much can one go through, and then give up.   I am feeling sad, mad, angry, just frustrated, why us?  Why can't something so simple just happen!  I am just numb... We want this so bad and month after month of let down.  I am just so angry.  I don't even want to talk to anyone.  I just want to be alone.  I feel like a failure, why does my body not cooperate.   Its just so frustrating.  We just want to share our love with another child...
The things I read lately on some of these posts get me so F'in angry, I think I need to stay away a little...
A little vent,  PLEASE DON'T COMPLAIN AFTER TRYIN FOR 6monTHS,  TRY 6YRS!!!!! I needed to get that out!!!

I AM SOOOO disappointed!

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laris...
Jul. 17, 2008 at 5:11 PM you're not a failure....

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heath...
Jul. 17, 2008 at 5:57 PM Aw hun, I'm so sorry...  I know that you're really upset and there's really nothing we can say to make it better, but please know that you're in my thoughts & prayers.  Hang in there---- you're definitely not a failure.  Message me anytime if you need to talk. : )

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fstrm...
Jul. 17, 2008 at 6:15 PM

I have no words to express how bad I feel for you....I wish I could give you a big hug

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foofo...
Jul. 17, 2008 at 6:29 PM Their right, your not a failure!!  I know I cannot possible know what you are going through, but I CAN see how you would find someone trying for only 6 mths v/s someone trying for 6 yrs. would kinda get under your skin. Sending you virtual hugs and I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

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LisaM...
Jul. 17, 2008 at 6:56 PM sooo sorry about your bfn girly. i really really want this to happen for you because 6 years is just such a long time. what meds did you try this past month?

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LYNDELOU
Jul. 17, 2008 at 11:03 PM

You are not a failure and it is not your fault...I am so sorry Sweetie! I have been in your shoes...Sometimes we don't always get what we want...But don't give up my friend...And most important DO NOT beat yourself up over this...I agree 6 years is a long time and you have all rights to get pissed about people bitching after only waiting 6 months...I will keep you in my thoughts!!

Lots of hugs!

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carml
Jul. 18, 2008 at 6:21 PM I wish i could wrap u in a sea of hugs!!! I know you are in pain and I hope and pray for u!!!

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craze...
Jul. 18, 2008 at 9:04 PM Don't think of yourself like that.. .You are blessed and strong..

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