26 weeks pregnant

[casper4991]

Today is a bad day. I'm extremely depressed and feel so alone. I've been on bed rest for 4 weeks now and I'm all alone. I can't work so I have no income and all of this stress can't be good on the baby. I feel like I get more lonely and more depressed as the days go by. The father of the baby and I are not together. This was not a planned pregnancy. It's been hard on both of us but I feel its harder on me. I've been sick, in pain, alone, broke etc.. The last two weeks he has been really distant and I can't figure out why. We used to see each other almost every single day and I havnt seen him in a week and a half. We used to text message each other a million times a day all day long and now he's complaining I text him too much. I don't understand it. I've tried to explain to him I'm lonely and have nobody else to talk to. Most of my friends stopped talking to me ever since I've been pregnant. I feel it's because they all want to party and now I can't. It's been even worse since bed rest because now it's even harder for me to do anything with my friends. To make a long story short I'm not doing too well.. I'm sad