Well a week ago thursday was when i found out robert had been cheating on me.....so i moved out and we didnt talk for days. I went to church on sunday and God found me, broken, dying on the inside. He told me he wanted to restore to me everything i had lost..and more. i still dont know what to make of it. Monday I told robert what i felt God was speaking to me to tell him. He told me he still loves me and he wanted to work things out. I told him i wouldnt work anything out unless he goes to counseling with me and go to church with me. He said he would. I prayed so hard that God would soften his heart to his word...

I pray God work his mighty hand at our relationship....i pray his will and not my own...I dont know if its his will that we get back together....I know God doesnt want me to be a doormat if Robert isnt willing to change, thats why im not jumping back into anything right away with him...hes got to show a heart of change...not just say hes gonna change...hes got to actually MAKE the change first....words are just words, but actions actually prove to me that hes working on his commitment....

we've decided that we will no longer have myspaces, we are changing our phone numbers, and he is reading a book on relationships right now that i will read once hes done...also he is going to go see a counselor regarding his private issues...but honestly i think going to church will help a lot.. God can work a miracle in this relationship if its his will.

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