Why can't I stop crying?

[just2crazygirlz]

Think that means I'm depresses?

I've just cried & cried tonight. Just sitting in the chair writing letters to teh credit bureaus to clean up my credit & I'm crying for no reason. It's been a week & 1 day since I spoke to that boy. I've gone longer so what's wrong? Does this mean I need counseling?  What do I do? Sounds confusing, huh? Well, just think how I feel. I just want him to straighten up his life. But at the same time I know that he isn't going to just yet. How do you walk away from your soul mate? A second time at that? The 1st time, I told myself if it's meant to be, he'll come back. He did, but not for good. So what does that mean? I love him with every ounce of my being, but I love my daughter more. That's what keeps me from being at his beck & call. It's what keeps me sane. But I'm lonely & obviously sad. Outwardly I appear happy & care free. But I know that inside, I'm hurting. How do I stop the hurt? Just the thought of walking away makes it hurt worse. How can it? 

[SFerber]

Jul. 19, 2008 at 7:44 PM Feel for ya...RIGHT there with you~! Sometimes it is good to have a real cry.

[magonolia]

Jul. 20, 2008 at 9:49 AM Time will heal your broken heart. Just give your self some time. Your not going to get over it over night. I went threw a bad divorce. For the first month all I did was cry and had alot of rage building up in me. It's been 8-years. Now there's no love for him left in my heart. All I have is some left over rage that I keep bottled up in side. And am afraid some day it will come out. And I will kick his ass and end up in jail for it.

[magonolia]

Jul. 20, 2008 at 9:50 AM counseling might not be a bad idea.