I was
talking to my mom earlier and I started thinking. My friends are
fucking losers. Most of them don't have cars or jobs. Then there is one
that is pregnant and has never been able to keep a job for more than a
few weeks. She isn't married. She only has a boyfriend and she expects
him to always be there. Does she expect him not to cheat on her or shit
like that? If she does, she is mistaken. She'll never leave him because
she would have no one to take care of her and the baby.
Most
of the people I am "friends" with, I wouldn't trust with my life. Why
would I want them around Delilah? Then, of course, there are the
friends that no matter if they are losers, I couldn't live without.
Buddy,
he is my best friend. He is like my brother and I will call him my
brother. Who else can you call up(When you used to live a few blocks
away from each other) and have them come over because there is a spider
on the door? Who else would you allow to just walk in your house and
not even knock because you trust them? Who else would you let them see
you cry over and over because they are so good at making you smile? If
Buddy were to ever leave, I think I'd have to follow. We have so many
inside jokes that we can't explain. He is my "Magical Pony." No one
gets that expect Taylor.
Taylor can piss me off sometimes, but he is still I trust. He is Delilah's Uncle Tay Tay.
What else can I say?
Those
are the most important "losers" in my book. Taylor really isn't a loser
seeing as he has a job AND a car, but Buddy is. lol Buddy is fucking
awsome and there are just people you would be lost without.
Some
people I could lose and would only be sad for a day. Some others would
take a large piece of me with them and I would never get it back. Some
people can shape you. Some hold you together when everything is falling
apart. Some are family.
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