27 weeks pregnant

[casper4991]

This week has been a long one.. many ups and downs.. last night i was taking a shower and started bleeding.. it was pretty shocking to me and i freaked out for a little bit. I called the doctor and by the time he had called me back the bleeding had stopped. I am still worried about it but only time will tell. Emotionally I have been up and down as well. One day I'm super happy the next I'm really sad. I want this pregnancy to finally come to an end but yet I don't. I am so worried that I will be a horrible mom or that I will ruin things. I'm worried that I will no longer have any freedom. I know its selfish but It's just one of those thoughts in my mind. I'm worried that I wont be able to financially support this baby. I'm doing everything I can to stay posative. I have my doctors appointment in a couple days and I have a ton of stuff written down that I need to talk to the doctor about. I hope she actually listens to me this time. Seems like they never hear what you are saying. My relationship with Loc is up and down also. It seems like he wants to be in my life but then other days it seems like he doesnt want anything to do with me. I keep telling myself that hes stressed about the baby coming and what might happen. I want nothing more then to have him in my life forever. He's an amazing person and I care about him so deeply. He has his moments where I just cant handle him anymore and I feel hes being such a jerk but then he gets over it and is nice again. I guess all men are mostly like that. Baby Josaphine is kicking alot and has the hiccups all the time it seems. It makes me happy that shes kicking and healthy. She has all her fingers and toes and im sure looks adorable. I can't wait to see her and snuggle with her. At the end of the day all my fears im sure will go away when i see her cute little face.

[sunshineryan]

Jul. 25, 2008 at 4:06 PM

How does one tell the baby is having hiccups?  It concerns me that the doctor is not a good listener.  Could you switch doctors just if you wanted to, or do you feel obligated to this one?  You don't need  that feeling when your delivery hour comes.  You don't need a doctor that's going to make a problem for you either, like my situation.