I hate that I still struggle with this most formidable of adversaries. I look logically at my life and see a happy one. I am married to a wonderful man. We have healthy kids. Granted we have had trouble with his 15 year old daughter, but she is a teen. We'll get through it. I am healthy. John is healthy. We have jobs. We have a roof over our head. It's not a woe is me feeling. I am not looking for pity. I know that my life is great..but I can feel it in my gut. I love to work-out..it takes care of it for a while..but nonetheless, there it sits in wait..I can feel it...My pastor gave me scripture to read. It deals with anxiety and how the Lord will deal with your worries.  As a christian, I believe this. I know the Lord will do this for me. I want to be able to rid myself of this ridiculous feeling myself. I don't need pills and I'm not hiding my head in the sand..I needed to talk about it. That's how things generally work out for me. Just talking about it.

Thanks...

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