Interesting turn of events :)

[TwistedMalice]

Things are somewhat getting better with me medically, im not going threw as much hell as I was before thankfully. Im glad Fall time is around the corner my fav time of the year. Im a bit frustraited at my sons early intervention and the transition into school, I hate dealing with stupid people but whatever I will have to so my son can get his theropy and pre schooling he needs. Me, My hub and our son is going on a road trip to Iowa in a few weeks its on our annaversy weekend but we are going up there to see some friends and actually take a look around the town and look see at some houses around there to get a better idea. We are thinking about moving there with my hubbys mother. 1. Cheaper living, IL sucks and is to expensive. 2. Quiet living.. I need it.. IL is way to damn loud and has alot more stupid people and far to much drama. 3. My son will have a friend out there a play mate and will be able to grow better and strive better. 4. The air is not palluted like it is here.. I like the idea of fresh air. We are still looking into how the schools are with special needs and we know there are not many tornado's where we are moving but we are doing more research with more things so when we move we are ready and know what goes on. Im going to miss my mother and step father.. of course my mother will prob have a heart attack and freak the heck out on me becuase she is obsessed with this idea that me and my son are not allowed to move of she will die.. uhg! controlling much? grr.. and I know she will use her medical issues to try and guilt trip me thats a common duh. I don't get why people have to be shady like that blah. Anyhow, My annaversy is comming up in a couple weeks im a little edgy about the drive to iowa, I hate highway driving and semi trucks.. make me really nervous.. I was in a 12 car pile up 4 years ago on a highway and should be dead.. but im not, My guardian angel my brother was watching over me and I was thankful. I think this move will benifit our family and get us to grow closer and have time to share more experiences with then the fast pace of life in IL its enough to drive one crazy which im questioning my sanity at times to... erm., Anyhow, My son starts school in a month or so, that will be good. My mother is having a better time dealing with her medical issues and is getting better. and all is good right now, just some things that need to be worked threw and or dealt with prior to the move but thats life anit it, lol.