It's Just How I've been feeling....
Well I've been rather neglectful of my "blog" via any real detail..
Well my life has been flying pretty well I must say! I am having some serious panic moments though!
Our wedding is in less than 3 months and I have SOOOOOOOOO much left to do!! We don't even have our guest list complete yet (Neither of our families will comply and get this done! Driving me crazy!) I decided that I would MAKE my invitations? Save money right? NO!! I think when all is done, I will actually have spent MORE than had I just bought them... ugh.. I haven't even started making them either!! We have our church picked out BUT we have yet to start our sessions with the reverend and we haven't actually "shown" up to any services.. oops.. Gosh and that's only with a quarter of all the things we have to do!!! Our dinner menu I think changes daily.. We haven't ordered any tables, chairs etc. All I have are table cloths.. lol.. Only ONE of my maids has her dress.. The boys haven't even LOOKED at tux styles.. To be honest Casey hasn't even finalized his line-up because he and his friends have been troubling.. SO CRAZY!!!!!!! My cake.... Well the one I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted I can't have because the lady that is going to be making it for me (A good friend of my grandpas) lives too far away so I have to have a cake on "dividers" and the one I want is just staked.. SO now I have to find a new cake... SO FRUSTRATING!!
Moving On...
Khaymin has been doing soo great! Such a little genius!! She just talks and talks and talks and talks!! We're going to be starting potty-training soon!! - To be honest I am totally MORTIFIED!!! I got her, her 1st potty chair and she is truly scared of it! So I don't know how well this is going to work! Next week I'm going to go on a Pull-Up search and HOPE I can find some to fit her petite little body!! Lol.. She knows what it means to "pee pee" and "poop" and she tells me when she does #2 but she basically walks around all day just saying "pee pee" so I never know if she is peeing or just being a goob. I'm just scared that I have NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING!! (Because well I don't) PLUS Khaymin drinks TONS and TONS of water ALL DAY LONG so I'm worried she is going to have a lot of accidents and get discouraged! She doesn't like being "icky" and she sometimes gets really upset over it, so well.. I guess we shall see!
Casey & I have been doing pretty darn well as a far as our relationship goes! I think we've actually become even closer with these past few months! We've really been looking into our future and all that we need to do to make it happen! We've started a mandatory savings account meaning we're requiring each other to put a selected some of money from every paycheck into the account so that in time to come we can afford to either fix up our new house.. pay for any child costs etc. etc. We're just soo very tired of having to "pinch pennies" every time something comes up we hadn't prepared for! We work all day everyday and it just seems as though we have nothing really to show for it. Gets really frustrating! We've considered getting 2nd jobs BUT its just how would be balance all of that, our daughter, life and sleep? It just wouldn't work - and it wouldn't be worth it!
Anyway well I guess that is enough up-dating for today J Hope all is well with everyone! Much <3 to all and your fams!!
-Kourtney
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