Marriage Over!

[JessicaYaneth]

Don't know when it started or when it will end but it's been a while since i've felt that this marriage isn't going anywhere, Don't know if it's cuz he lost his job and i have one that can basically support us not as we were used to but yes. i'm the one in charge of the money but it's ridiculous. I know that since i took this job my attitude has changed but for gods sake it was a good one my self esteem went up and i feel more aware of the things i can do that there's no limit and i can do it on my own. Maybe him realizing this has gotten him so anal or mad whatever but i'm no longer going to be second chair. i as well want to beindependent and for that either he wants to be part of my life or don't be in it. For me he needs to understand that he is part of my life not my whole life. what kind of life do you have if you give yourself completly to this person and loose yourself and your dreams and wants. it's my turn to follow my dreams either he will be in it or not. i will forgive and forget.