Imagine...

if I didn't care what everyone thought about my decisions...

if I lived each day for each day...

if I relied on God to move in my life every day in every way...

if I didn't question whether God has answered my prayers...

if I sat and prayed, alone, still every day...

if I didn't feel like I don't deserved to be treated with honor and respect...

if I recognized and loved the beautiful person that I am inside and out...

being healed from this abusive relationship...

not feeling like I owe people for helping me...

not feeling guilty for asking my family and others to help me...

begin able to say what I feel to my family, to my new beau, to my co-workers...

being ok with not being completely available to my son when I have things to do...

knowing that I am a good mother regardless...

loving myself whether or not I lose 50 more pounds...

me forgiving myself for bad decisions, wrong turns, bad feelings about myself...

if I allowed myself to feel, I mean truly feel, what I think, or even know, what I feel inside...

loving hard, and loving well someone who loves me back...

me being sure of who I am, whose I am and where I am going...

Imagine...

Tags: self esteem, love, relationships, god, abuse

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