I am four weeks pregnant. I am stunned, shocked...

I am afraid to be happy and unable to be scared... I am basically numb.

Does that make any sense? I hope someone out there understands....

I have my hematologist appointment on Friday- I will probably start on Lovenox and be on it for the remainder of my pregnancy *god willing that this is the baby I get to hold* I am not thrilled about the prospect of having to give myself shots every day, but it does seem a small price to pay. I can't believe that it happened so quick after our last loss. And I am a little worried that I am going to be too late starting the blood thinners. I am doing the best I can and I just have to hold onto that.

In the meantime, I think the hormone I am now one is killing my appetite. I just don't want to eat.  I am not terribly queasy, so I am not sure why this is happening. I hate forcing myself to eat.

Well, that's everything in a nutshell... *sighs*

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