Finally I found some courage to tell. You see I am the product of childhood sexual abuse, I never dealt with even thogh I did tell when I was little and was taken out of situation. But because of me not deal with it my life has been complicated. Finally God has given me the courage to tell my story. I have been married since I was 18 my hubby is abusive toward me, but because of my in ablity to heal from the past I thought i deserved it. God only God gave me the courage to tell. So I told people now he knows they know so he has a choice change or let people see him for who he is. Yes I am still here Yes i think God will use me to help him and to cive him the courage to heal. I found my courage because for the first time in 20 years I truly listened to what God was telling me even though it was painfull to hear

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MOMMY...
Aug. 26, 2008 at 5:40 PM

Praise God. How are you sweetie? God is molding you and something I have always seen to come true is this statement. "what ever your grief is today, is your ministry for tomorrow"   God is taking you thru the steps he NEEDED TO to answer all the prayers. He is with you and you will in turn help others when you get out of this. God Bless You and your husband and your family and marriage. Love Julie

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