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August 12, 2008 at 4:30 PM by PregnantAt16
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So it's time for me to go back to school. I start the 21st, and I swear my school counselor put me in a low math class on purpose. xD Oh well, I don't really care too much, except I'm going to be with stupid freshmen. I still have no permenet place for Kaiden to stay while I go to school, and I'm dreading looking into daycares. But I'll put him there if I have to, anything so I can get an education.

Lately, I haven't been the best mentally. I can be happy, but tehn it takes very little for me to get depressed. =/ And everyone expects me to be happy since I have Kaiden. Trust me, I'm happy with him, and I wouldn't give him up for the world, but I just can't be happy with myself.

And to add. The courts terminated DFS's custody on Kaiden. =]

<333 Ashley.

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Written by PregnantAt16 on August 12, 2008 at 4:30 PM
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yay on the DFS thing. Good luck in school. Don't be so down. I am here for you.

kaotikmodelmom Aug. 12, 2008 at 4:49 PM

I can't imagine having to ever put my baby in daycare, I was lucky and was able to make ends meet while they were babies and stay home with them. The Lord BLESSED me there. Just know that the Lord never gives you more than you can handle, although at times I have raised my arms and screamed WHY LORD...But the later i see that everything happens for a reason, but at that given moment of desperation you often wonder why me and why now??? What grade are you going into? Hang in there school is mportant. Are you parents around to watch him while you are in school???? Does your school provide a daycare in it? Let me know hun. My kids go back on the 25th, and they are all going. My baby is going into Kindergarten....sniff sniff...but seriously hang in there.

MrsC.Gaston Aug. 16, 2008 at 3:30 PM

another question........are you maybe suffering from Post Partom Depression??? Look into it....you sound like that may be an issue with easy depression....and it is typical after having a baby...not to mention you will be going to school the thought of leaving him in somene else's care can be worrisome.....

MrsC.Gaston Aug. 16, 2008 at 3:32 PM