Either I'm In or Out, He GETS ON MY NERVES! (VENTING!!!)

[izzimommy203]

Okay so I was a huge supporter for my daughter's dad. We are making progress on talking to one another and being more involved in each others interests. His band and his music is the most important thing to him other than his two girls (I figure in there somewhere, but where I couldn't tell you). So if you have seen my page I had my picture background done to his band logo, and I put up one of the Youtube videos of their performance. I mean I got some people to check them out he knows b/c I tell him when more people watch. So I'm trying to be all supportive like he grumbles that I'm not and then the little shit doesn't want to tell me anything!!! Austin, Texas has what is called the South By Southwest Music Festival, if you have heard of it or is familiar with it you know it is normally written SXSW, and it is what makes Austin the "Live Music Capitol of the World". Well this past year they introduced Hip Hop, and that is what my daughter's dad's band plays. So I ask him "Is your band going to play at SXSW this year?" I get a "dunno". So I say "Well if you guys play I know a few girls that will come out with me and Isis (our daughter) to watch you perform" (*Silence*) I'm like o-k. "So do you guys have a CD b/c some people ask me if I have one to give them." (*More fucking SILENCE*) so I get frustrated and I am like forget it. I'm tired of trying to be involved and then when I do get involved he shuts me out. I mean does he think I'm after something? Does he just use me for advertising. Well screw it, my Cafe Mom page is back to being all about me dammet! I can't fucking stand when people ask you to be more interested in their lives only to shut you out. I mean what the hell is the point?? Why fucking complain?

So now my CM page is back to me and my accomplishments. I am two semesters away from graduating from my Community College with my Associates in Paralegal Studies, and I am looking forward to graduating May 2009! As a single mom I shouldn't have to be worried about my daughter's father or his fickleness. Ugh! I just can't stand him at this moment! I CAN'T! I CAN'T! I CAN'T! That man could ruin a perfectly good orgasm if he tried!!!! OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

[aceballos]

Aug. 17, 2008 at 1:56 AM

Men.... what can I say I can relate to you You cant get a straight answer nd they always wait until the last minute and we always have to fix thier screw ups. Good luck!