summertime

[kristalee83]

ok its been a while since I did one of these journal posts, not sure if any of my buddies read them but just in case I am looking back here goes. America is getting SOOOO BIG! 15 months on the 25th already. She has a great personality and went peepee and poopoo on the potty yesterday!!!  She is funny and stubborn and always cute. Summer has been awesome cause she really got to know her dad, he isnt around as much as I would like but she absolutely adores him. He for the most part has treated us pretty good and is taking us to the circus this weekend since we are moving back, I have seen more movies this summer than I did all year last year and shopping has been fun even when I dont have money. I am gonna miss that part, but otherwise I am ready to come home and get back into the swing of things at school. I loved meeting new cedar park leander austin mommies and cant wait to meet more waco mommies. I have learned alot (some cool new websites and finding good deals, etc) and so has my baby (started walking potty training and is just all I could ever want) We have had good times and sad times and everything in between (one of my best friends had her baby, shopping and meeting new people, to Americas sister moving back to Oklahoma and shaving off all of her sisters hair and Scott thinking about finding a girlfriend which broke my heart in two) But through it all I learned God gives us hard times so the good ones are even better and learned who I want to be and how to be a better friend, and how to talk about things. I learned I can be a bitch to get my way and if I think you are being stupid by the time I am done with you, you can bet youll feel really really stupid.  I also learned sometimes I am wrong and even the peole you are mad at you stick up for when things jsut arent right.  I know I am doing good for America but I feel like I wish I could do more for her. Get off this stupid computer and give her all my time but I dont. Given its one of my escapes to keep my sanity. Shes spoiled and knows she is loved beyond all. There is so much more but I have it my memories and if anyone wants to know..... please ask I miss having friends to talk to!