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in pain and agony need advice
- Aug 19, 2008 at 4:02 AM
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on august 18th at around 10 to 10:30 pm i recieved a phone call from my mother that my aunt had hung herself. i am struggling with this so much. I had just seen her the night before on my husband's birthday. My mother was throwing a bbq for him and she came over crying because she was upset at her man. this is her 4th bad relationship. the thing i am struggling with is i am torn between saddness and anger. i just feel like i want to yell at her because she was so selfish. she was a second mother to me and my bestfriend in the whole world. i can't stop crying and yet i still want to yell. so i guess what i am asking for is some advice if this is normal to be so angry? the pic is of her and her oldest son 
mark.
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oh yes it is normal to be angry. Dont feel guilty about feeling angry at all. I know where you are coming from its hard because you didnt get to say goodbye or even have a say in the matter. I dont want to say it will get better because it has to get worse before it gets better. You are in my thoughts
if there is a local hospice in your area call for free grief groups and suicide groups- these can help you to talk over your feelings. i'm so sorry for you and your family.
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I am so sorry for your pain. suicide is heartbreaking to deal with. i think the feelings you are describing/experiencing are completely normal & a healthy part of the grieving process. I wish you strength & courage in this devastating time. my prayers are w/you & your family.
- maofemmjacgav
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