Stupidity and tears.

[Nic_Stayin_Stng]

I am being so stupid.  I know it.  Today, I took my ex-husband's new wife to the Parent Orientation at my son's Kindergarten class.  We got to talking and she asked me why I left.  I told her that it was because he broke my heart.  That I loved him so much, with everything I had and that I would have staid with him forever, if he hadn't been so cruel to me.  I started crying and I haven't stopped.  That was about 3 hours ago.  It feels like my heart is breaking again.  It feels like it's all happened again, today, this morning and that my heart is in shards on the floor, again.  It hurts.  It really hurts and I don't understand why.  I don't understand at all.

[KatieMommy9303]

Aug. 21, 2008 at 2:40 PM

I'm sorry to hear you are so upset. I hope you get a good cry out and you'll feel better. How long has it been since you've split with the ex??

[Nic_Stayin_Stng]

Aug. 21, 2008 at 6:15 PM

It will be two years on September 28th.  I left after a particularly bad few days.  He'd been waking me up at night, screaming at me and calling me names. On September 28th, a friend of mine called to police and, while the officer was there, I got as much of my things and my boys' things, and I moved out.  I was shaking so bad.  I remember that the officer asked me if I needed an ambulance because I was shaking so hard.

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