I am so worried and scared right now I don't know what to do  with myself. I have been trying to look for work for the past couple months and no luck..... and last Wednsday my fiance came home from work and said he was laid off. They have no more work for him to do ( he is in construction). I have been in bad situations before but nothing like this. And it's not like we just sit here on our asses not looking for work because we have..... NOONE is hiring. I don't know what we are going to do.  I feel bad because I get so mad sometimes and blame it all on my fiance because sometimes I just feel like he has jinksed me. I know that sounds horrible but every since he and I have been together it seems shit just keeps going wrong with everything. But I love him, I feel he is my soulmate. I don't want us to seperate or anything like that, but sometimes I feel like I would be better off without him. I'm just venting right now and I am hoping and praying that everything gets better really soon. I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel............ the rent is coming due, lights, EVERYTHING.. and no money coming in to pay it.  Everyone else we know is having it almost as hard as we are, barely making ends meat. Is there anyone out there that has been in the same situation that can give me ideas on how to deal with this shit???? I don't want any sympathy I don't ,that's not what I am asking for, I just need advice I don't think I can handle this. I have older kids that can stay with their dad if it comes to that, but I don't know what to do, like I said I am just so scared!!!!! And PLEASE no bashing, I don't think anyone can make me feel any worse than I already do.....

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