I'm in a no win relationship. He controls everything I do, including how much time I used to take a crap...I'm so tired of always defending my daughter and myself. And always hurring to shut off my computer before he gets home. I'm not allowed on the computer, to read books or magazines, go through coupons or anything else that would take time away from him (oh,,, and that includes talking to family and friends on the phone). Last night he threw a remote and busted it because we were arguing over the fact that I received a phone call from a friend in IN while he was home, and I walked away & told him to kiss my a%@. I just wish that I had enough income to survive out there without him and could find a place that is going to allow me to have my dogs. I'm not getting rid of them or my gehko. I'm sick of thinking, when it's time for him to come home  "Well, what is he going to come in screaming about today?" I just want one day of peace for myself and my daughter.  I wish that my husband had never passed away, and that I could go back to the life I had before he passed. My girls and I were so happy. Anyway, that is what is going on with me today......

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