venting

[clarasmommy08]

omfg, i am so sick and tired of this crap, my grandma is 75 years old she does not need to be watching a 2 year old brat that doesn't listen!!!  Gabby is my 2 year old niece, her father does not have a job all he does is sit at home and play video games while my sister works her butt off just to pay rent. This pisses me off, yesterday gabby freaking broke my formula mixer, she dumped out all my baby shampoo... and im screwed, i dont have a job right now, i dont freaking have money to pay for those things. Her mother was here at the time getting ready for work.. oh did i mention that her mom uses everything over here. she comes over to OUR houses, eats OUR food, uses OUR stuff, takes baths in OUR bathtub... im sick of it, she may have her own house but obviously it doesnt mean anything all she does is go home to sleep. I brought up the fact that her husband was prolly at home right now sleeping or playing video games, so she HAD to bring up the fact that Jon claras dad isnt watching clara either... yeah well thats different, i'm not married to jon, and jon doesn't even have partial custody of clara.... so its up to me who i choose to watch her, and i want myself to take care of her NOT jon. I am seriously thinking about moving out but i need a car to do that, Jon is supposed to be giving me his old car which i need ASAP.... i just cant take this crap anymore.