Condoms, Condoms, Condoms

[CorbinsMomma]

So, it was time for me to renew my Birth control recently, but I didnt since Hubby is deploying soon.  He has like a few weeks if that here, so I didnt want to get 3m worth for like a few days.  So, I had asked him to purchase condoms so that i didnt have to be on hormonal b.c., plus that way he could buy what he wanted.  Well, like most guys his age I know he didnt want to buy condoms because he felt like he was in high school again.  So, I was like "whatever...if I get pregnant I get pregnant then."  Well, then my 2yr old had one of his days where he was just a terror.  Yeah that in itself made me not want more kids for a very long time.  So while we were at the PX I made him pick out a box of condoms.  I am just done having kids right now more than I ever have been.  I figured I could spend $4 for a box of condoms now and have sex like 10x safely, or I could chance it and possibly be buying $20 in diapers like every 2 wks for 2years or more.  I figured its money well spent right now.  Its not that I'm antikid (trust me if you knew me you would know), but I know I am done having kids and the hospital here wont give me a tubal, and hubby doesnt want to (nor does he have the time to) get snipped.  I mean yes its nice not to worry about condoms everytime we are in the mood, but I'm tired of being on hormones all the time, and I'm tired of worrying if I'm going to get pregnant.  2 of my 3 pregnancies were on B.C.  So yeah not very trusting of it anyway.  not to mention they have all sorts of cool ones now (mint, heated, and so on).  I love my husband, but sometimes he can be so hard headed about things.  I think the one major influence on the buying of the comdoms though was when we were in that aisle and behind us were the diapers and I pointed out the price of diapers vs. condoms.  He quickly picked them up (well...after a little bit of embarassment too).  But yeah, I am so happy I thought of those now because I really really really dont want to be pregnant right now...esp not with my husband deploying.  I've done the birth alone thing once b4 and it was no fun.  I want a while now between kids if we decide to have another.  I mean I dont want one right now at all, but I dont know what he will want when he deploys.  When we were trying for Corbin it was after he deployed the 2nd time and he was like "I want to have a baby", so God only knows what he will say this time.  Well, I need to run...sorry for rambling.