M&M's

[MyLinna]

 I am the 4th child out of 5. I had a very sad childhood. The details are not important.

The oldest...my big sister is Melissa (i named one of my daughters after her). I so looked up to her. Let me quote a song that tells you how i see her...Josh Grobans 'You're sill you"

"Through the darkness
I can see your light
And you will always shine
And I can feel your heart in mine
Your face I've memorized
I idolize just you .......

..........I look up to
Everything you are
In my eyes you do no wrong
And I believe in you
Although you never asked me to..."

 Ok so i think you understand. She was very good to me. She protected me from bad things, somethings that i didn't even know about (or blocked out?). Something very sweet that i remember is M&M's. When i had a bad day. She would take me down stairs in to her room (it was off limits...under penalty of DEATH). She would do my hair and my nails put make-up on me and the best thing was she would give me a handful of M&M's from her secret stash. I felt so special!

 Well we are all grown up now and she is one of my best friends. And she is still giving me M&M'S (so to speek). I dont know what i would do with out her. And the thing that comes to mind for me is... I dont deserve her!!! She is wonderful!!! So i thought that i can do the same as her...I will give out M&M'S(love...friendship...kindness...ect...) to anyone who wants some, and hope that we can all spread some M&M's around.

[AmericanChild82]

Sep. 1, 2008 at 3:52 AM My sister and I are like that. I am the oldest of 4 and I do much of the same with all my siblings. They come for advice, sister comes for the woman body talk, brothers for truths about their girlfriends. I love being a big sister. As I hope they love having me as one.

[AlohaWahine]

Sep. 2, 2008 at 1:08 AM

I'm the youngest of 9 children. One of my 3 sisters mean the world to me. She has always been there for me. I too wish I could remember some things from my childhood. But then again, maybe there is a reason why I blacked them out. I would do anything for her in my power. We all need sisters in our lives, blood related or un-related. I have adopted so many women here as family. It is good to have other women's support also.