Life!

[Ryleesmommy122]

Okay so I have always wanted to be a mommy since I was little. Kids are my passion. I LOVE being a mommy and I would not ask God for a better child. My daughter means the world to me. Here is the thing, this really is not how i pictured my life..... I wanted to wait till i was 25 or so, out of college, and I WANTED TO BE MARRIED.... I have none of those things, i was 18, not yet out of college, and so far from marriage it is not even funny. There is just so many things in my life I wish I could change. I am such a smartass and can be a real bitch sometimes, but sometimes things that piss me off or hurt my feelings makes me react defensivley, even when I dont mean to. I am stuck really. I love my boyfriend, but im not sure if i love him cause i feel i have to or if that is really how i feel

[ahufford]

Sep. 9, 2008 at 4:18 PM

Life is never ever how we plan it. Life is what we do with what we got. I have had to learn that the hard way sometimes. Just be patient with yourself, someone is going to love you for who you are. I am sure you have heard this a million and one times...everything happens for a reason.

[twistidhalo]

Sep. 26, 2008 at 2:28 PM

I know the feeling. People always joke with me about how i've wanted to HAVE a kid since I WAS a kid. I wasn't exactly planning things to be this way either. I just got married at 9 months pregnant at the courthouse, no one was there except my now father in law, and 2 of my hubbys friends. I moved to this state almost a year ago, and I still have no friends, no job, and haven't gotten anywhere really. I'm excited to be having a baby but I wasn't planning on living paycheck to paycheck on one income. I wanted to be more situated when the time came, but thats life I suppose. All that matters is that we do with it what we can, and take from it what we can and hope that eventually things settle into place a little more. Right? At least thats what I tell myself.