having a rough day...

[millertilldeath]

i started off my day excited to be going for my last prenatal appointment and going grocery shopping....i receive cash assistance and food stamps on the 11th of every month..i thought i would check just to see exactly how much i had on my card....well when i call it says that i have 12 dollars which was left over from last month and no dollars in food stamps....i'm due in 3 days and i wanted to get the house full of groceries because my husband isn't really a grocery shopper and i know i won't be up to it for a couple weeks...besides the fact that we are out of food and were counting on the food stamps....so that kind of made me upset...i had to go to a pcp appointment so that the hospital can bill for my delivery..i dont' really understand it but i haven't had a pcp since i was 18 so i needed to go...that went fine...malachi was extremely well behaved..thank goodness...then i had my prenatal app a couple hours later so i decided to go to the welfare office to find out why i didn't receive any benefits yet...not to mention that i had been trying to call them all morning and they weren't answering and my caseworkers voicemail was full...that just added to my frustration....so anyway....i waited at the welfare office for an hour before this lady came out and told me she had been reassigned to my case but couldnt' see me for another week....then i told her i just wanted to know why i hadn't received any benefits and she said she couldnt' talk to me and had already dealt with three homeless people that morning....so i left feelign forlorn and went to my prenatal appointment...which went fine i'm still just thinning.....on my way back to bring my birth mom her car i got rearended....i wasnt' hurt and neither was malachi....i was just shook up and i started crying....so needless to say......im having a rough day....