Thirty-three weeks pregnant, 10month old is sleep in the bed, cat is sleep on the desk beside me, stack ..large stack of bills on the other side of me (all overdue), hubby is out of town for the week, baby boy in my belly has his something right in my ribs, just sneezed..tried real hard not to wet myself..again, have to call in a payment to keep the cable/phone/internet on..thank goodness for overdraft protection, have to call and beg gas/electric company to let us pay $900 in installments, I think the truck insurance expires at 12midnight tonite, I love my husband but hate he has me/us in this financial nightmare, my once beautiful, thick, healthy hair is breaking off..is that stress???, supposed to go to my ob tomorrow with no payment yet again for this pregnancy..it's a true blessing nothing has been said about me not paying anything yet...thank goodness we have decent insurance, but it sure would be wonderful if she took the medicaid too, wondering if I am really going to be able to handle having a newborn and a 12month old, ate three pieces of leftover fried fish last nite so it wouldn't go to waste..woke up with poo poo smeling just like fish I ate..thanks goodness hubby is out of town, window alarm just went off again..is it the low battery or is somebody really trying to break in??? low battery, baby boy just woke up and is in my arms now..he is beautiful..smells like a lil pee pee monster but he is wonderful all the same...wheeewww he just talked..that mornin breath is a kicker, still beautiful though, hubby just called to say goodmornin. Got to go get my day started...baby boy is restless and that smell!!!!!!

 

Ok..so this morning I wrote all that stuff up there and yadda yadda yadda..I tried to call and work something out with the gas/electric (Ameren) company and they would not budge!!!  Crappy Ameren!!!! We got behind during the winter months but we have been paying something every month since then and now because we did not pay the nearly $300 last month on the day they wanted now they want the entire balance!!!  It's not like we aren't paying anything!!!  Arghhhh... and it is the only company to provide the service so they know you will beg borrow and steal to get the crap paid.  I asked if we could pay half now and half in two weeks..that got a big fat "NO"..man this is frustrating.  I hang up the phone with them and break down crying and laughing (stress crazy) with my baby boy looking at me and I was wishing I had the money to pay them so I can go to the office and throw it right in their face.  This is ridiculous. Arghhhhh

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Cherr...
Sep. 23, 2008 at 8:26 AM

Sounds like you have your hands full.  If you could stay working from home and raising your children and manage to make profit, would you do it?  My son is five years old now and I struggled to make ends meet in the beginning, but recently I got involved in a system that really works for me.  I now have my own website and can create cash flow from home doing part-time work.

http://www.epicwealthsystems.com/index.php?page=thankyour&theme=1&id=cherron23

If your interested and participate, it could really change life for you and your family.  It has for me.

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LiFeO...
Sep. 23, 2008 at 11:54 PM

wow!! talk about me being busy!! geez girl!! put your feet up and eat some bon-bons eh??

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