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Just a big humongous neurotic rage, rant, outburst...
- Sep 24, 2008 at 4:16 PM
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My head hurts so bad it feels like it's going to explode!
It's hot (94 degrees) outside and freezing inside the office.
My boss is on vacation.
The piles on my desk are swallowing me up!
The phone rings - emails pop up
Coworkers are loud and interrupting me
People want things done and they want it NOW! How is it possible that everyone needs everything rush today???? Don't they know that lack of planning on their part does not constitute an emergency on my part? (I love that saying - I have it posted in my cubicle. But no one reads it.)
Vendors are replying to the things in my "pending" folder, so I need to take action on those, too, in addition to the new items.
I am so stressed.
And, on top of all that, I listen to the guy who sits in front of me clicking his pen, while talking on personal phone calls and surfing the net!!!!! He's at lunch right now and will probably take a 2 hour lunch, as he always does when the boss is out.
I KNOW better than to allow all of this stuff stress me out. I take a deep breath and tell myself to just focus on one thing at a time. I feel better for an instant ---- until the next crisis surfaces!
I want to go home to try to get rid of this headache and neck-ache --- but how is that possible with all this work to do?
I shouldn't even be on CM right now, but I just had this pressing urge to vent. If I'm not careful I might say the wrong thing to a coworker, so I'm bringing my outburst to my CM journal post through my fingertips.
(maybe if I stop pulling my hair out, my head will stop hurting)
Okay, I think it might be working now ---- I'm feeling a little better. Sometimes ya just gotta say *&#"j@!!)-~`>?{\*^%$xo)+=\? and take a break and just let it all out.
Thanx for listening - (did you have a choice? LOL)
Love to all of my dear friends, and thanx for being here for me. ♥
Comments:
(((Neck Rub from Ga for you Ginny))) We all have those days, I think it goes along with the fact that no one is perfect or something like that (hehe) Sending you comfort, focus, and friendship!!
Christine
((((((((((((((((Ginny))))))))))))))))))
Oh....feel better, Ginny!!! I hope your day gets better...
xox
Ok here ya go Ginny. stop and focus on self. Picture yourself on a huge white fluffy cloud you know the ones that ya look at and think ohhhh that would be soo comfortable right about now. Now picture you on that fluffy could in a beautiful blue sky, a cool breeze blowing over you and yet you remain on teh cloud, the sun warms you from the chill of the breeze. As you lay back on the cloud you hear the faint sounds of birds chirping far away and the sound of rushing water as you float along on the big white fluffy cloud in the clear blue sky. You feel safe and secure, calm and relaxed, peaceful and quiet. You feel your body begin to relax from the toes as they sink deepr into the soft fluffy white cloud, then your legs, all the while knowing you are safe and secure calm adn ralxed peaceful and quiet. Your body slowly releases into teh soft comfort of this cloud as it floats along, the sounds comforting you, the sun warming you.. Relax and breathe the comfort of the cloud and the knowledge that you are in your safe zone,
Sorry your not have a good day....
Hope your head feels better real soon! Love you, Ginny ♥
Oh Ginny, bad days like this can be so hard and sometimes you just need to let it all out. Take some deep breaths and remember that this will pass. Sending out lots of love and a big, gentle hug to you.
oh i feel your pain!! sometimes things at work are MURDER on my sanity... i attempt to stay calm... but the old weird lady next to me usually does one too many annoying things during the day... one too many executives has one too many parties at work that i'm NOT invited to... stupid fire alarm while i'm on the 4th floor and have to evacuate down the metal stair case while the alarm is echoing... yeah ugh... but my time at work, even when stressed out, pays the bills and makes me grateful for my time with my family!! :)
Oh boy....what a dandy day you are having....hope it gets better instead of worse....will be thinking of you!!! Be strong!!!
There for you. Vent all you need to. I say secretly replace your co-workers clicker pens. lol Love you. Stay inspired!
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lol, hope your day gets better!!!
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