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This is an update on Kenny, for those following the soap opera. Kenny's going to be put on Lithium and Abilify because apparently he's nuttier than a fruitcake. I can hardly believe he's going to be released from the nuthouse maybe tomorrow. At least he's not here in Arkansas. I can only imagine how that drama would have gone down! He may actually get the help he needs, but I don't know.

I just think it's laughable that my husband says living with me makes him a drunk and my brother's locked up with people who are genuinely crazy. I just can't rationalize it. My house is clean, my kids are clean, fed, and safe when they are at home with me. I'm not spreading my legs to strangers in exchange for drugs, I don't have a Jim Beam IV drip, and the cops are never at my house. So why am I such trash to my husband? It's just wrong all the way around. I'm trying to not let him get me down. My house isn't spotless (cuz I have kids, duh!) but it's comfortable and a pleasant place to be. All 4 members of this family have clean clothes and a clean place to sleep. And we do have food. I just wish he would appreciate me for what I do. I'm not whining. I'm just venting.