Being a Mommy

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I am just sitting here in the quietness of my house, my hubby sleeping on the couch with our little son on his chest. What a beautiful sight. Looking at my son makes my heart just swell with so much love it almost hurts.  When I am holding my tiny son in my arms, giving him my warmth and looking into those blue eyes of his and he gives me a goofy grin I couldn't ask to be in a better place at that moment. I love every little bit of him, I am fascinated by him. I look at him all day long, wondering how I helped create such a wonderfully beautiful little being.  I sit and think about what he wil be like when he is1,2,even an adult, then I stop myself because I want to treasure each and every moment I have with him so small. When he truly needs me because I sustain him, comfort him when he needs it. The feeling of his little body laying against my chest as he sleeps, listening to my heartbeat, hearing his little sounds he makes, his grunts, his snores and smelling his sweet smell as I bend down and kiss his silky baby hair. Nothing is more perfect than that. I want to be the best mommy I can be for him, always and forever, and have him know that no matter what, no matter who he becomes, I will love him unconditionally. He can come to me for anything, tell me anything, I may not like it, but I won't ever judge him for who he is and what he does. I am there to support him and love him, and be a shoulder to lean on, a hug and kiss to make him feel better. I love my little guy, more than words can even convey. He is the most beautiful thing I have ever laid my eyes on.