Sqibb: Triton of the Uterin Sea!

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Squibb, 14 weeks and counting... my belly's like a treasure box, I want it to open so I can see what's inside! Who are you, where did you come from, and most importantly, what's it like in there!
You're sister is almost 10 months old, she'll be asking about you soon. You'll be here just in time for Easter! But I'll fill you in on everything later, now-- lets talk coffee...

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..Yes. Squibb. That's what I'll call this new little one for now. As far as anyone knows, they don't. I haven't told them. So, if you are keeping up, I'll make introductions here- and hopefully this won't be the last you hear of it.

Hello. Squibb. Reader.

There, now you've met.

The dilema has been simple: fear of miscarriage. Well, that and just being downright, pathetically broke. But that's all part of life, and parenting anyways.

I'll be getting an ultrasound soon. We'll find out the gender. The excitement is brimming dread. If any one knows what has been happening lately, it's not been an easy trip for us. Eventually this financial struggle will be over, all will be well and happy again. I am hoping it's getting more and more acceptable to be "happy," rather than worry eccentrically how we're going to make it to next week.

-I feel about you how I feel about doom,
I can't hold my excitement, I can't face the dread.-