Old Poems Soo sad!!

[Vinsmomma]

Hi Everyone!! Well who ever wants to read this. lol I was looking through my computer and I found these old poems that I wrote when I was going through a hard time with my hubby.. we split for bout 2 years. Anywho here they are

Naïve

 

I guess you stopped loving me long ago,

I was so naïve I didn't see it though.

I waited for you way to long,

Sitting, waiting, and singing a sad song.

You broke my heart and watched me cry.

Only to go and just walk on by.

You left me here to manage it all,

Everyday wondering when I'd fall.

I can't do it anymore I can't handle the stress,

You have made me such a mess.

 

In the past nine years we have been through it all.

Why am I so dumb I didn't see you always had up a brick wall.

You love your friends and you new lifestyle,

I should have seen this coming for a mile.

I know you are unfaithful, and now untrue

Why didn't I have a clue?

I knew we were unhappy and you always made me sad,

Is this the life we always had?

I had to be happy

Life could not of been so crappy

 

I don't know what to do now,

I wish you could show me how.

You just walked away you didn't shed a tear,

How can you have no fear?

How do you walk away like that?

Atleast I know now I will never be anyone elses doormat.

 

 

Here is another one:

 

Broken

I love you today,

And I will love you tomorrow.

Thorough all my love I give, all I feel is sorrow.

I need to let you go... I need to get away.

All you seem to want to do is play.

You care so much about your friends,

But don't you know they won't be there in the end!

You will be lonely, and you will be sad

You'll through away the best love you ever had.

 

I wish you could see all you are thowing away,

Through all your selfishness you are running the wrong way.

I need you to be in my life,

I always want to be your wife.

The together forever, through thick and thin

Now you just want to throw it away and sin.

 

Your son and i need you here.

We need the father and lover to be near.

I want my son to have his dad,

Tucking him in every night and kissing him on the head,

Then snuggling while he lays in his bed.

A father is forever and always by his sons side,

Not doing other things while his sons life passes by.

We need you here we need you to try,

Please stop letting days pass by.

 

We need you here and we want you to see,

That you are a train sliding off course,

Waiting to crash and lose all its force.

We need you here and to be with us,

But I know you just want to run for the bus.

To run away and to be free,

If it were only that easy it would be meant to be.

But we will always be a part of your life,

And in turn will always be your ex wife.

 

I don't want to deal with the questions of why daddys not here,

I want to try again somewhere else not here.

Away from your friends and away from the pressure,

Of always dealing with the pure pressure,

Your single friends are nothing but trouble.

After you crash they will leave you in the rubble.

 

I want you here and I want you to see,

How much you mean to me.

Isn't the love we have enough to help us get through?

Why can't it be?

I am so in love with you

 

and the last one...

 

Free?

Anything I can do to keep me from crying

Oh boy do I feel like dying

I don't know how I can be so broken up inside

How my body can just divide

You took a half of me with you

How in the world could this be true

My heart has been taken away form me

I wish that you would just set it free

My brain tells me to walk away

All I can do is just get strength and pray

That one day I will be whole

That one day I am back in control

Control of my life and the way it should be

That one day I will finally be free.

Free of you and your neverending grip

And finally free of this broken relationship

 

 

 

[racingirl]

Oct. 1, 2008 at 2:08 AM

very well written, well written indeed!

[MandyO]

Oct. 16, 2008 at 12:55 AM

ah babe.. these seriously made me cry. you are so strong to have made it through everything.