Peace in the Midst of My Storm-Tossed Life

[Joy0726]

Does anyone know this old gospel song? The title sums up my life at this time! My son is now almost 5 weeks old and, like any mom, adjustment has been DIFFICULT. I told my sister-in-law that I love Caleb but there have been so many times over these past few weeks where I don't LIKE him at all! I have learned through the sleepless nights and bouts of screaming that true joy should not come from our circumstances and successes but in knowing that God is in control! Isn't it sad how many times we lean this and then forget it! I love my son and things are slowly improving. God is in control and I have learned much!