Feelings, emotions....whatever you want to call it

[blg119]

Last night, after a surprise bridal shower from our home fellowship group, I had this heaviness inside that made me realize just how unworthy I am of all that God has blessed me with. I have such wonderful friends that have helped in so many ways with this wedding and most importantly with my walk with Christ. There are words that I am unable to utter to tell these wonderful friends how great they are. How they have helped in ways that have made my heart sing and cry in complete thankfulness.

This past week at church was our Mission's week. While we didn't get to participate in all the things we wanted, we were able to see what God is doing through our missionary's. It shows how truly blessed we all are. Me, personally, because Christ lives inside me. With Him, I am in need of nothing else. We may complain because the bills are rising, yet the paycheck stays the same. People are turning to false gods, false hope, to get them through. Only to be disappointed in the end. I know with my God He is never changing and I know that I will never be disappointed.

I don't know where I was going with any of this, but my heart is just so heavy. Heavy with the thought of how many people are so lost, who don't know Christ as his/her personal Savior. How there hearts haven't been opened to God's love for them, to Christ's sacrifice.....

[buckeyemom23]

Nov. 3, 2008 at 7:32 PM

Thank you for the reminder of how blessed we really are!