Oi, i am just so tired of all the childish fighting..

[Jayn0000]

So he leaves in..  13 days, less than 2 weeks..  and he ignores me, bitches about me, bitches TOO me and hardly has ONE good/nice thing to say..   he tells his friends how i am a poor mom and how i let my kids walk all over me, how i am stupid and i should know better..  i dont discipline them and its just soo much, i am just soo tired..    our marriage is falling apart, i honestly am excited about him leavin.. just so the fighting will stop..  just for the DAYS with no contact and the IN ABILIY to argue..  he cant tell me i'm wrong.. the kids will listen..   i wonder if Lilly will stop stuttering once he leaves, i wonder if Anissia will get potty trained sooner..  he is so intimidating and he dosent see it, nor does he care.. Lilly is acting a FOOL because she wants attention.. and she wants it from HIM..  and he wont give it..  he would rather swat her and send her to her room.. than DEL with the problem..  once he leaves we will be able to be a family again..   right now we are so divided..   we arent a family..  we are just..  me, him, and the kids..  we are all separate.  once he goes off.. at least it will me Momma & the Kiddos..   with out me struggling for his attention, and the kids.. and him GLUED to the stupid computer looking up POINTLESS shit..   o well  i guess i better go, before he comes to get his phone charger..   until next time..