Isn't he more annoying when you're pregnant?

[flyestmommy]

My baby's father was tolerable the first time around, even though we had our spats. But this time, he's getting entirely on my nerves to the point where I want to see him less and less!! I don't even care if I see him or not, because he's been really wishy washy about this pregnancy, and he's not being really supportive. He has diabetes, and he's whining and crying talking about that he's so sick and that my pregnancy is temporary and his condition is permanent. And I"m like the hell it is!! Diabetes is somewhat preventable, and he is overweight, and he still drinks!! So I"m like work out and manage your diet! He's trying to play the victim and it's really aggravating. But yet, he still wants to have sex and it's more uncomfortable, so I"ve been rationing it out really wide. But I just can't stress how bad he's getting on my nerves. I'm due in December 20th  but I will be having a c section so it will be around 10th no later than the 13th. And I'm really deciding if I want him there. He hasn't bought a stich of clothing, pampers, nothing. So I just decided I wasn't going to waste anymore energy on his ass. If he's there, he's there, if not than he's not. He might come around when the baby is born, but I'm not gonna wish on a falling star for it either. I don't even think I want him to witness the baby being born because that's a priveledge for someone that really wants to be there. And I don't want that momemnt to be wasted on him being physically there, but not being there mentally, and knowing he really didn't want this baby. He should be happy because he has a crap load of girls from other relationships but this will be his second boy. But I really  just don't want him around because I don't want him to be mr part time dad. If my baby can't get unconditional love from the other half that made him, he can definetly can get it from me. And I"m just preparing myself for the worst case scenarios.  But even with that drama aside, he's really been working my nerves, really. And I want to bust him in the face so bad, but now I have gestational diabetes, and I gotta take care of me and the baby, so I'm just gonna let him have his lil moment while I work on getting myself back on my feet and taking care of my children like I would like to.