Sometimes I Wish...

[lilchloesmommy]

I could just disappear for a little while. I feel so bummed today and I just don't want to deal with anything. Cleaning, cooking, laundry, blah. Usually I don't mind it so much but I am just in a rut. I don't think this grey cloudy weather is helping much either...but it matches my mood. Chloe's birthday party is Sunday...I wish I could just cancel. I hate spending the money since I know really we can't afford it. I bought just a few food supplies (cheese, pizza sauce, milk, olives, etc.) and it cost me 60.00! I barely had anything in my cart. It's depressing how expensive grocery's are getting. 60.00 to make a few pita pizzas, have a bowl of punch, and some cute little sesame street plates. Well I did get a couple other odds and ends but still. I just feel like everything costs to much...and we will never get ahead. We still can't start to save because every time we get to a point when we can something big happens. And we are back at square one. It's been 3 years now that we have been struggling to get ahead. At least Anthony has been getting lots of overtime...which helps...but we miss having him at home.

[Cassarah]

Nov. 7, 2008 at 2:51 PM

I know that feeling, so frustrating!  Have you set down some goals?  Not just financial ones, but the feel good, "this is where my life is going" goals?  It really helps.  Any time you need to talk please feel free to shoot me a message.  Perhaps take a walk outside and enjoy nature, even if it is all dark and gloomy above.