That my best friend is no longer in this world.  I will never again hear her voice or see her face except in pictures.  The one call I always got, every year on this day, i will never again get.  It hurts.  I should be happy today.  I am now 26 and I have 3 perfect kids and a kick-@$$ job.  But that one person is now missing.  That once in a lifetime friend.  And it really hurts.  I miss her.  Life support was just pulled this past Sunday.  And for 3 hours, she was healthy and not in any pain.  She passed quietly and painlessly.  She isn't hurting anymore.  No more dialysis, needles, doctors, none of it.  She is in a better place and my kids have one helluva guardian angel.  But that doesn't make it easier to deal with.  Her funeral is coming up, and I don't know how to handle it....

Anywho...All for now.  I cannot talk about this anymore.  It is too sad:(

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lkennedy
Nov. 7, 2008 at 4:17 PM

Oh mama I am so so very sorry for you lose and the lose to her family too.

Happy Birthday to you....even though you are are sad.

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kayle...
Nov. 7, 2008 at 5:16 PM

I'm so sorry......simple frown

Happy Birthday.....happy birthday

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Krist...
Nov. 7, 2008 at 5:37 PM

So Sorry for your loss.....

hugs   happy birthday

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EmmaM...
Nov. 8, 2008 at 10:05 AM

So sorry Kira!!!!!   Hugs

 

Happy Birthday girlie!!!!

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