Losing the Selfishness.

[Joy0726]

Wow! I never realized how completely selfish and consumed I am with my own life until I had this baby! God is slowly working in me to help me put my own needs after those of others. I love my child and my husband unconditionally but sometimes it is hard to give, give, give 24/7! I guess it can't be done humanly and we must rely on God! I remember a pastor saying one time "pray for patience, expect tribulation". That is the truth! It has been 10 weeks since my son was born. The longest 10 weeks of my life! The most exhausting 10 weeks of my life! The most emotional, frustrating, trying 10 weeks of my life. And every time I see my son smile, the most REWARDING 10 weeks of my life!