I Lost My Baby

[logan612]

I lost my baby on Saturday November 15, 2008.  I was 6 weeks along and started bleeding.  To make a long story short I opted for the d&c.  My baby stopped growing at 2 or 3 weeks.  I decided this would be easier to get it over with.  When I woke up from the procedure I was screaming for my baby.  The worst part was seeing the container full with my baby in it.  At least that's what I think it was.  Then I closed my eyes and when I opened them again the container was gone.  I guess I wasn't supposed to wake up so soon.  It's so unfair.  I was enjoying every minute of this preganancy until it was taken from me so abruptly.  Now I guess it's time to move on but it's so hard.  I want that baby back so badly.  I don't want another baby. 

[mcqueenmom]

Nov. 18, 2008 at 10:50 AM

[older]

Nov. 18, 2008 at 10:57 AM

HUN, I KNOW THERE ARE NO WORDS TO CONSOLE YOU, BUT I AM TRULY SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.

[Charlies_mommy]

Nov. 18, 2008 at 11:55 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss. If you need to vent or chat feel free to email me chatterbox me...

[kitkat76]

Nov. 18, 2008 at 12:14 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. I am here if you need to chat.

-Melissa

[cebs]

Nov. 18, 2008 at 1:53 PM

I can't understand how you are feeling, but I am truly sorry that you have to go through this.  If you need someone to listen to you, please let me know.

Carrie

[TortisShell]

Nov. 18, 2008 at 8:28 PM

Aw, I'm so sorry! It hurts, but often these things are blessings in disguise - something was wrong with the wee one. It doesn't make it any easier to know that, though. =(

It's horrible you had to see that jar, how awful!  =( I'm so, so sorry. 

[Ianmommy4]

Nov. 30, 2008 at 12:34 PM

[eacemc2]

Dec. 12, 2008 at 1:06 PM

 hi my name is jenn i been going the same the u have im really srry i know srry dont stop the pain that we go through, story short i been through 2 mc this yr in may i lost my twinz at almost 9 wks they stop growing to i had a dnc with mine to, then dec 3rd i lost another same thing stop growing i  was almost 7 wks so i know how u feel. and all u hear is that is wasnt the right time it wasnt meant to be.  i get tried of hearing that, but if u ever wanta talk  email me.. srry again jenn