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A Peek Into My World

I've felt ready for the last few months to start TTC for another baby. Jason will be 14 months old next week, and I'd love the spacing between children to be around 2 years. It took about 6 months for me to get pregnant the first time around, so I'm just hoping it doesn't take as long this time.

My problem is that I have to wait on everyone else before we can start trying. Emotionally, I'm at where I was before I became pregnant with my first ... I desperately wanted it; it was all I thought about; there was hardly anything else going on in my life at the time that I felt was more important.

DH and I have 3 weddings to go to between 8/9/09 and 9/29/09. I'm the matron of honor and DH is the best man in the first; DH is the best man in the second; and DH is a groomsman in the third. Could you imagine if I was due to have a baby around that time?! That would be HORRIBLE!

So here I am, impatiently waiting for the middle or end of January to come around, so we can get serious about this. I am not usually one to talk about my feelings or share much about my personal life, but this is beginning to consume me. I want to have another baby! And I have to wait!

I'll need all your baby dust when the time comes ... and hopefully by then Jason will be nursing a little less and I'll get my period back. Otherwise, this whole process will most likely be very confusing and frustrating. For the time being, I will live vicariously through all my pregnant friends. Come on, January!

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navyjen
Dec. 1, 2008 at 2:29 PM

U are so close to January.  IT will be here before you know it!!!!    

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KJsMo...
Dec. 31, 2008 at 12:41 AM

baby dust

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Lexsi...
Jan. 5, 2009 at 8:29 PM

Im sure that the coupon will help some!!!

 

HUGS!

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iluvm...
Feb. 12, 2009 at 9:21 PM

looks like you'll be prego at those weddings hu? LOL congrats ..how is you hubby taking it?

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rmattes
Feb. 12, 2009 at 10:29 PM

My best friend got married when I was 8 months pregnant, and I was in the bridal party. My feet were soooo swollen at the end of the day!!! And I had to buy a size 24 dress and have it altered so it could fit around my belly!!!!!

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