Update

[bamaunicorn]

For those of my friends...I went to see my obgyn on monday and found out I have BV, so I'll be taking an antibiotic for the next week.  Hopefully once the infection is gone most of the pain will go away as well. 

I'm so very sad right now.  My nanny (grandma-in-law) passed away on sunday.  I didn't know that she was quite that sick, and was not expecting her to leave us so soon.  This happening also brought back memories of my grandma who passed on about 5yrs ago and also of my grandad who just passed on this past april.  I find myself crying quite a bit lately.  Unfortunately that is not the only stress in my life.  My hubby lost his job 3weeks ago, and we are so behind now that our mortgage just went into default.   :(   I'm a bit depressed right now for obvious reasons...but also because every time I find that silver lining something else happens to bring me right back down. 

I really wish I had my grandma around...she always knew how to make me feel better when times were rough. :)  I miss all of them so much.  My family actually *jokingly* said that maybe I should hold off on trying to get pregnant again.  Which I was totally not offended by...they actually said this because with my first child I was 2mo pregnant when my grandma passed, and then when I had my second my grandpa passed days before I delivered.  I chalk it up to a strange coincidence, but still haven't decided if I really want to try again for a little girl.  I'm not supersticious or anything...but I feel silly for being a bit paranoid about the situation...maybe I'm just a little crazy, but who knows...

Anyways.  I'm going to be busy on wed 12/3 and thurs 12/4.  Those are the days of the viewing and the funeral.  Then...unfortunately I will have to go back to work on friday :( so that hubby and I don't get further behind on our bills!  Thanks to anyone who has read this...it may take me a little while to get back to you if you send me a message though.  Don't want anyone feeling that I'm ignoring them. :)  Time to get my 5yr old to the bus stop!